I have a longer post about k8s cooking, but for now—

An hour and a half ago, I found this to-do created around 2am this morning:

I decided that, as annoying as dealing with Discord and OAuth and all kinds of things is, if I can’t make this happen and have it deployed and managed within the same sit as thinking about it, I need to know that.

The idea in that ellipsis isn’t a very new one: I look at Twitter and like to drop links to art I see there in Discord to my wife/puppygirl/bestie/whatever is going on between us that day. Twitter’s embeds aren’t very good; vxtwitter.com/fxtwitter.com make them better, and so I use them habitually by editing the links manually after pasting/before sending. Automate it with love.

In 90 minutes, I have an Elixir app, reproducibly built with Nix, reproducibly OCI-packaged, and deployed into k8s.

(The curious will find that secret created here — I bring up NixOS with any new secret definitions, vyx creating them via sops, before pushing/having Flux reconcile any new items referring to them.)

It works really well! It’s the same setup for my blog these days (— can’t believe my blog is on k8s, but oh well —), and soon nóssa too.

First heard the original in a TV ad for Elisa (short example) — for Australian readers, that’s the equivalent of an Optus commercial. Her voice caught me and I had to search for ages to find it. Discovered this live rendition yesterday and it’s just the most beautiful thing ever.

An-Marlen — on a spaceship

I don’t know what to feel without you
You and me together — that’s how it could be
Let me be in love up to my ears, flying in space
You and me together, that’s how it could be
Life is like a movie and I can’t get enough of you
And I can’t (get enough) of you

Life is like a movie and I can’t get enough of you
Let me be in love up to my ears, flying in space
You and me together, that’s how it could be
Life is like a movie and I can’t get enough of you

Maybe I need you
Every time I’m dancing among the stars
There you are
Let me be in love up to my ears, flying in space
You and me together, that’s how it could be
Life is like a movie and I can’t get enough of you

If not for those red roses
And evenings by your side
My hand in yours
On your spaceship
If not for those red roses
And evenings by your side
My hand in yours
On your spaceship
And I can’t (get enough) of you
And I can’t (get enough) of you

Life is like a movie and I can’t get enough of you
Let me be in love up to my ears, flying in space
You and me together, that’s how it could be
Life is like a movie and I can’t get enough of you
Life is like a movie and I can’t (get enough) of you
Life is like a movie and I can’t (get enough) of you
Life is like a movie and I can’t (get enough) of you
I don’t know what to feel without you
You and me together — that’s how it could be

An-Marlen — kosmoselaeval

Ma ei tea, mida sinuta tunda
Sa ja ma koos, nii võikski ju olla
Las olen kõrvuni armun’d, kosmoses lendan
Sa ja ma koos, nii võikski ju olla
Elu nagu filmis ja ma sinust ei saa küllalt
Ja ma sinust ei saa

Elu nagu filmis ja ma sinust ei saa küllalt
Las olen kõrvuni armun’d, kosmoses lendan
Sa ja ma koos, nii võikski ju olla
Elu nagu filmis ja ma sinust ei saa küllalt

Võib-olla vajangi sind
Iga kord kui tantsin tähtede keskel
Sa oled seal
Las olen kõrvuni armun’d, kosmoses lendan
Sa ja ma koos, nii võikski ju olla
Elu nagu filmis ja ma sinust ei saa küllalt

Kui poleks neid punaseid roose
Ja õhtuid su kõrval
Minu käsi su käes
Sinu kosmoselaeval
Kui poleks neid punaseid roose
Ja õhtuid su kõrval
Minu käsi su käes
Sinu kosmoselaeval
Ja ma sinust ei saa
Ja ma sinust ei saa

Elu nagu filmis ja ma sinust ei saa küllalt
Las olen kõrvuni armun’d, kosmoses lendan
Sa ja ma koos, nii võikski ju olla
Elu nagu filmis ja ma sinust ei saa küllalt
Elu nagu filmis ja ma sinust ei saa
Elu nagu filmis ja ma sinust ei saa
Elu nagu filmis ja ma sinust ei saa
Ma ei tea, mida sinuta tunda
Sa ja maa koos, nii võikski ju olla

• X11 vs Wayland
• Rust in Linux
• LLMs are/can (not) x
• Whether trans people are subhuman or not
• Whether something may or may not properly be called a “renderer”
• Copyleft is stupid, irrelevant and self-defeating/you’re aiding arms dealers if you use BSD/MIT

edit: More as I think of them.

• systemd vs OpenRC

Today marks 20 years since Kat de Koning’s suicide.

Missing you.

Imagining that LLM assistants will help with what is essentially an exercise in theory-building seems deeply mistaken.

• Creating stable and maintainable software requires knowing the properties of the environments in intimate clarity (envs e.g.: Elixir, the web, AWS as a whole, HTTP in particular, whatever domains you cross), and having a clear theory of the software under development: as a whole, working project; as an implementation of ideas in a certain language or framework or otherwise; as an artefact being worked on over time (vis-à-vis version control, project management, etc.); and so forth with different lenses.
• LLMs can help with none of these, and actively hinder several aspects.
• Today’s best approaches only really serve to distance the user from all of these concepts. The work becomes instead “convince the generative model to produce code closest to what I want”, but “closest” is a non-specific property that a generative model will naturally exploit. It will give code a certain way (per its (quite literally) illegally and unethically sourced training data! woo!), and that will then dictate a bit more of the shape of the code you write (or generate) next. There is an entire class of tiny decisions you are repudiating, and difference in craft between the two (and I do mean by craft a proxy for intelligibility, performance, reliability, etc.) is one that will become more and more obvious as time goes.
  • rarely bother to “predict” anything, so this is interesting. Usual assumptions apply: don’t particularly feel it or anything will be true, mostly because always extremely prepared to be disappointed even more. e.g. may well not happen, well-written/reliable software might just cease to exist in the large instead ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
• If typing speed has even been the bottleneck for your programming you are Doing It Wrong. LLM-centric approaches, even in an agentic scenario (or whatever! the model fundamentally hallucinates! in these approaches, they always will. stop falling for the next thing every 6 months, it’s boring!), decentre all of the theory-building aspect and the hands-on experience necessary if you ever again see yourself having to work on this by hand (vs. declaring it write-only, hoping the agent definitely gives you good things to paste in the console when there’s an incident and you can’t understand the data flow yourself!).
• Where do you honestly see this going? Has there ever been any indication that this isn’t another bubble? Do you not already see the horror stories? I haven’t even mentioned the environmental costs; the ones that threaten to displace all other costs with its effects. Or are you going soft on “global warming” too?

I think one of my biggest surprises in going to Estonia was discovering that European wasps are just called wasps there.

Since the tag nonce and uid are sent as plaintext, we also recover the LFSR state before feeding in n_T ⊕ uid (step 4). Note that this LFSR state is the secret key!

Dismantling MIFARE Classic

// This is a weird looking number! We really want our first request size to be 1MiB,
// which is a common IO size. But Linux's readahead will try to read an extra 128k on on
// top of a 1MiB read, which we'd have to wait for a second request to service. Because
// FUSE doesn't know the difference between regular reads and readahead reads, it will
// send us a READ request for that 128k, so we'll have to block waiting for it even if
// the application doesn't want it. This is all in the noise for sequential IO, but
// waiting for the readahead hurts random IO. So we add 128k to the first request size
// to avoid the latency hit of the second request.
//
// Note the CRT does not respect this value right now, they always return chunks of part size
// but this is the first window size we prefer.
const INITIAL_READ_WINDOW_SIZE: usize = 1024 * 1024 + 128 * 1024;

github.com/awslabs/mountpoint-s3/mountpoint-s3-fs/src/s3/config.rs:243-254

by (what feels to me) some huge coincidence, i find myself increasingly actually believing myself to be more “awake” or aware or something than nearly everyone around me — and not in a way that feels obviously generically megalomaniacal or whatever, but in specific, measurable ways. i’m 100% clear that i’m not delusional in the ways i’m finding myself having a by-the-numbers relatively extraordinary belief.

and that would be just the expected ~phenomenology~ of such a delusion, and this too has never failed to occur to me. it just is what it is, and ngl that’s kinda weird.

this post brought to you from subconscious-overthinking while thoroughly learning k8s in my own time, becoming accustomed to feeling mostly disappointment in work time, and a fair bit of meditation in between

Estonians are renowned for their social charm, and for good reason are considered second to none in business. Here follows an exemplar of such, when an order from a motorcycle gear and accessory store was unable to be realised in full.

Hello! Thank you for your order. Oxford Aqua T-50 Roll Bag - Grey/White is unfortunately not available. Best regards

I was a little unsure of how to proceed, but figured I could try asking for a different similar item. They all appeared to be in stock on the website.

Hello! Thank you for your email. Do you have this one instead? All the best

They did not refund the difference between the original item and the one I requested, but given the level and speed of service I received in lieu, I didn’t even feel like asking for it!