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<pestopasta> How do you do 128bit memory buses and stuff like that
<pestopasta> Like what is going on in those 128 bits
<Rice> uh, data that's being read from or written to memory?
<Rice> What is the issue you're not understanding
<pestopasta> @Rice What is transferred over it
<HamSandwich> data that's being read from or written to memory šŸ‘€
<pestopasta> @HamSandwich Yea. How do you manage 128 bits though. That's a lot
<HamSandwich> They are written to and from caches via the cache controller, not the core. The core has a maximum of 32-bit access.
<Rice> @pestopasta ...the same way you handle 32 or 64 bits of data, just double or quadruple?
<pestopasta> I don't know what you mean. Is there a video explaining this?

Post-vaccination advice by country

As dispensed by the vaccinating staff:

  • Australia: Now, no heavy lifting for a few hours!
  • Estonia: Mm.. probably better not to go in sauna today.

VolbripƤev

Never mind that, lol. I have to update my Estonian documents to match my Australian ones for my partnerā€™s immigration, so back to Ashe it is!

Naming

Noting that, having moved (ā€œreturned!ā€) to Estonia, Iā€™m going by Amelia (or Amy) again, since itā€™s the name on all my documentation here. Head isu!

Continued nyƵnks

Itā€™s been a week since I last wrote. Some more little bits and pieces.

The DPDR/dissociation has become even bit worse; somehow still keeping it together. Watching The Princess Bride with Annie last night helped.

Miscellany:

  • Presented to the Police and Border Guard Board office to renew my ID card. Sat down in front of the worker once my number was called and asked, ā€œkas te rƤƤgite inglise keelt?ā€ (do you speak English?). With almost a tinge of pride, she replied, ā€œei!ā€ (no!). It took everything in me not to burst out laughing.

    • Thereā€™s an oddity in that I can pronounce Estonian very well, despite not really knowing much of it (i.e. reading out text, like from a menu or Google Translate or whatever, I sound semi-native, but actually producing that text myself Iā€™m nowhere near yet). This makes for fun situations.
  • We have a new home :) An r/eesti comment mentioned someone once found an apartment in Tallinn on day 5 and was moved in by day 7. That was encouraging, if a little unrealistic-seeming. But nope: we inspected ours on day 4 (!), and moved in on day 8. Now we can ship our boxes from Australia.

  • Foodā€™s so nice here.

  • Sure itā€™s 2Ā° outside, thatā€™s no problem, but then you walk into any building and itā€™s 22Ā° and youā€™re shedding layers as fast as you can. Other people just seem not to?! I donā€™t get it.

    • The worst part for me is that, even with all our apartment floor-heating turned ā€œoffā€ (or as off as you can, which is to say, the set point is set lower than the actual point), weā€™re on the top of the building, so itā€™s over 20Ā° regardless. This is troublesome at night, and the street noise might be a bit much to open the windows, but using the aircon when itā€™s below zero outside feels a bit ā€¦

    • Also, sharing a bedroom for the first time in so many years is a strange experience, like Iā€™m cosplaying being a different kind of adult.

  • Public transportā€™s so nice here ā€” itā€™s already happened that weā€™ve taken train+bus+tram all in the one day just out of convenience.

    • Not that Iā€™ve worked out how to get the free transit for locally-registered residents working on my Ɯhiskaart yet.

      • Is it only on TLT-operated busses? Is that it?? The informationā€™s all very vague.

        • DISREGARD THAT I Sā€”eem to have gotten it on a further attempt with the card reader.
  • It just started snowing!?!!?

  • Without cheese or with justice? (juust)

Early nyƵnks

Weā€™ve been in the country a little over two days now. Itā€™s been one of the most serene times of my life, and even the flights from Australia seemed to pass in an instant.

This is in some part due to intense derealisation, but as uncanny as life has seemed for months now, I canā€™t say I hate it ā€” Iā€™ve been able to do so many things without crushing anxiety killing it, whether due to COVID or whatever else. (Not that the skin on my face is recovered yet from the 30 hours of wearing an elastomeric respirator.)

Some fun moments and things I donā€™t want to forget:

  • We had 6 hours to kill between getting out of Tallinn airport and our temporary accommodation becoming available to us. We walked around the Old Town after storing our bags, still wearing the clothes from our flights. I had on a plain blue dress and black knee-high compression socks, and didnā€™t realise quite how I looked until we spotted two men, bottles in hand and visibly drunk, who spotted us in turn and called out to me, ā€œŠ“ŠµŃ€Š¼Š°Š°Š°Š°Š°Š½Šøя! ŠŠ¹Š°Š¹Š°Š¹Š°Š¹ŃŠ°Š°!ā€, and all four of us were laughing.

  • This guy.

  • This girl.

  • Beer and cider at 3pm in an upstairs nook of a cafĆ© with no-one in it but us (still waiting for our accommodation to become available). The owner came up and gave us some cake that was left-over from a birthday party.

  • Walking to the Rimi express on my own first thing in the morning to get cereal and milk oat drink. I feel so calm here.

  • Bike riding to Rocca al Mare :) We took panniers and had probably the nicest and most ā€œsuccessfulā€ shopping experience of my life. (warm clothes for the new climate!)

    • NEXT TIME HIRING A MOUNTAIN BIKE, PLEASE, ā€œCITY BIKESā€ ARE A GRIFT
  • Vapiano vegan chicken pastaaaaaaaaa, next time I will take much more bread

  • Going from straight-up pre-emptive ā€œInglise keel?ā€ at the beginning of exchanges with service staff to full Estonian in the course of a day, and just hoping I was guessing the questions right when I didnā€™t know the operative words. (usually assuming itā€™s ā€œdo you have a membership with us?ā€, since ā€œei oleā€ seems to get me through ā€¦)

  • We were having a sit in the square after exploring the new town today, people-watching, when we noticed a group of younger Russian girls having fun, chasing pigeons, etc. After a while, I began to notice the most adventurous one tracing out a circuitous path from their spot under the town hall over to us, inverted phone in hand, ready to record an exchange.

    Without much ado, she finally came over and sat down right next to me, holding her phone up and asking something in somewhat-shy-and-therefore-mumbled Russian. I just said ā€œŠ§Ń‚Š¾?ā€, and even more embarrassed she repeated her question. I got the gist of it and first said ā€œŠÆ Š½Šµ Š·Š½Š°ŃŽ руссŠŗŠøŠ¹.. English?ā€ She haltingly replied, ā€œm-maybe?ā€, and so I finally answered her question and said ā€œHalf-halfā€, using a gesture to reinforce the meaning.

    The question was if I was a boy or a girl, which is a pretty common one when Iā€™ve been overseas. She then apologised and said she didnā€™t mean to be rude, and that she thought it was a totally fine thing to be different and not at all a problem here, and I made sure she knew I didnā€™t mind the question at all! It was pretty daring of her to just come over and ask; I think she and her friends mustā€™ve been observing us two as much as we had been watching them. It was a really nice exchange across cultures and generations.

    (I only realised once home that I was wearing a Trans Justice Project T-shirt underneath my coat! Missed opportunity.)

Tomorrow we take a train trip out to Narva so I can renew my ID card, explore there for a day, and then get back in time for an evening inspection of what might be our future home. Fingers crossed :)

Literate pickle

Iā€™ve been deleting hundreds of accounts and cleaning up many more while preparing for the move, and I found I have an npm account with one (1) package, last published May 2012 (!): allium, a parser for the ā€œGherkinā€ syntax used to define Cucumber BDD tests, back when that was all the rage.

The README captured by npm refers to the literate source code as once published on GitHub Pages. That was long ago, but I figured it might be fun to look at again. And it is! Have look: https://f.hrzn.ee/allium/

Eesti keele abilised

Hereā€™s a little tool Iā€™ve made to help my partner and I while learning Estonian. Very much nothing special, but Iā€™ll hopefully find more resources to add to it over time!

Eesti keele abilised

(Previously on this topic: Estonian Morphology Guide (mirror). I no longer collect analytics on my site, but when I did it was consistently one of the most-visited parts of it, presumably because the link broke at some point. Iā€™ve just found its new canonical home, though, so Iā€™ve updated the link!)