more than two (!) years ago

Entire body aching. Shoulders, elbows (both strong), wrists, fingers joints, back of hand (right esp), knees, upper and lower legs top, back; feet all over. I will run this body into the ground if I have to, not out of malice, but out of love for my own existence, our own, its own existence and refusing to let this sap my quality of life. It is clearly not responsive to either rest and taking it easy, or staying moving and stretching and being active. It is caused by neither, helped by neither. I will rest as much as I like, but then I will work and push as hard as I want. Stimulants and cannabis help me do both, and it will rely on them to help with both. To do otherwise is to waste the gift of opportunity it has.

It is on a mission.